been a bad day. as rotten as rotten tomatoes. it's not just blue monday, mind you. it's a mixture of bad things happening around me and to the people. i believe it's bad karma. the negative effect it has to me is overwhelming. even being happy and smiling is a sin. it's like i feel bad that i'm feelin fine but my friends around me are feeling miserable. so, i just kept quiet and stay silent cause i was unable to do anything apart from taking it all in.

have you ever experience a day whereby you can just sit and take everything in without having to do anything or say a thing?

it's miserably sick. you feel like laughing but you can't cause you don't want to be happy when others are miserable. it's a terrible feeling.